
Sometimes when I enter my bathroom early in the morning, or anyway, early for me, I smell the cigarettes one of my neigbours has been having. Trust me, living in blocks of flats doesn’t get more annoying than that. But my place has its sunny side too. The sightings might classify as rare. This is the water-lady. I mean she works for the water company and they have some sort of post between the blocks. Do not imagine they do it like this all the time, but they have been refurbishing for a month or so. Stay tuned for my next post.

I am by myself and I am not. I am deserted and I am surrounded. I have a plan and nowhere to go. I know the words but I cannot tell you one. I could drink but I am not thirsty. I am too much, and that is hardly enough.
I am supposed to be writing, and indeed I am doing just that. In misplaced purpose, but I think it is some sort of a progress. I open my little black box, now silver - centrino technology incorporated, and I become mesmerised by the mere idea of being online. I don’t surf and I don’t search, not usually. As far as Internet goes, and yes I know it goes a long way, I am a creature of habbit. It is not that I need to be online to survive, but it feels like that. Most of the time I cannot find a reason for me being like that. I certainly like the possibility. I am suspended between the zeros and the ones, there is a lot of potential, yet I succeed at little. Maybe I’ll try to be more clear next time. Now I am busy being online.