Fight, resentment, disorientation
After our conclusionless discussion (yeah, lots of mud and shit and stuff), we fell asleep apart under the same cover, bodies like magnets of identical polarity, unable to touch, pushing the other to a distance. So I slept. When I woke up his body was wrapped around me. I am not sure if he was asleep. As a matter of fact I suspect he was somehow awake. Moved his hand on me, checking my erection. It was there. His hand returned to its previous station. I could not sleep for a while. Wide awake, and thoughtless in the night. I guess I will have to concentrate on work for a while?
