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Quite an October last year!

I know you know. You know I know.

And I though you really called to see how I was. And I was glad that finally we can have a nice warm normal conversation.

Then, zbang! I had to re-evaluate.

In a dramatic retrospect, I have always tried to protect you and all I managed was to hurt you. I apologize for that. This is my public apology.

I felt like taking the plane was right, but expensive. Telephone and email did not feel right at all. Face to face, yes. Instead, a letter. But I procrastinated. And finally it all happened. Not the way it should’ve. Now I might put it here, the place you don’t approve of, but where you occasionally read.

"You’ve created a character who’s deserted you"


My mouth is one thousand little ulcerations. Playing tag. Had to apologize for that. Scream at the available one. Call to make it right. Cannot make it right. Seat on the brink of depression. Contemplate yearly health evaluation. Road to the airport. Visit to the ER. Muse concert and Feeling Good from Origin of Symmetry. Set the night on fire. Literally, like electric, fire brigade and all. Read in reverse.