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My own proustian reflex

After listening for the fifth time, I felt like crying. Otherwise it’s quite a happy track I discovered when our relation was all downwards already and I was going out drinking on my own and flirting with straight strangers who had no romantic interest in me whatsoever. Some things are not appreciated unless they’re gone. I am talking about what we had together.

I saw you, you saw me

You were socializing, which did not use to be you. You were socializing with people I suspect you did not know, which did not use to be you. I also now suspect you placed yourself in this situation so that I can initiate contact, which did use to be me. I didn’t and I left earlier, which didn’t use to be me at all. I guess you have to have the guts to mend the matter one on one. Forgiving is a tricky process, and in our case it is a two way street.