Entries Tagged as 'state of mind needs good governance'

Energie sandals

My Energie sandals are true rain machines. Remember the curse of the white pants? It’s either you have a very good memory, or I just give you the link. I have not been wearing my white pants in a while, but I had various fashionista trials with the said sandals. Yesterday it was the first time they failed to bring rain. There was only a drop in temperature.

This has been only an introduction to my true moaning and mourning. My allergy has not left me. Work still doesn’t work. And unfortunately other things in my life started to copy that pattern. I am talking about my Facebook account, my external hard disk, my project partners and a few other stuff.

On the bright side I have met with I-have-turned-in-my-resignation-within-my-first-eight-hours-at-work-and-of-course-I’ll-tell-you-why (and how) expert, the Stingo. Also, now I can print. In fact I have printed. My Apple based printing is irresistible.

Oh. And if at any time today you meet with a red bright light, don’t worry, it might be the spot on exactly the center of my forehead. It’s so eighties, for me.

I shine in the dark, I shine in the light

Feels like I have screwed everything I could

It’s either I don’t know what’s happening to me, or nothing is happening to me.

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It’s just a hay fever, damn it.

Wish

This coffee I am having is not giving me more guts for the day ahead. Not even more time. Actually it’s giving me less time. However I am lingering around the cup like there is no tomorrow.

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Status proxemics

When you’re not here, there is little motivation to go beyond the morning coffee. And there is the being horny.

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Last night

I felt welcomed, tired, happy, old, envious, poor, underachieved, gregarious, caring, in love. At the same time. Somebody turned thirty and I delivered a bamboo.

A blues serie

If only my whole life was equally sorted out, like my weekends!

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He’s dying, I’m wanking, it’s a mess

I have spent a while until I decided upon this picture, that goes with the quote above. I am hiding behind Maggie’s and my own words.

What has the Japanese car taught me? “Patience, we don’t want you to scratch me now.” What? I talk to my car, doesn’t everybody?

LATER EDIT: The car is scratched. Oh well.

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Low static energy

I have checked who are the people offering me a job. It’s scary how well they fit their own stereotype.

My recent exploits include removing the water filled glass ceiling bowl inside which a bulb was rusting. The bulb was connected to the electricity.

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Yesterday

It was gray. I woke up late and had a slow start. My laptop started to behave funny because of the power cord, and it’s been a while since I don’t have a battery. One of my best friends chose to fight me over the email. I wrote about three messages I have not sent because I don’t want to fight. Apparently my message did not get through. The media went crazy on me. Midday they wanted a declaration and a live appearance in the studio. So I did it. I got two texts afterwards. “I am seeing you on TV”. And “Oh, my, aren’t we full of expertise”. It was not my best TV appearance. So I have replied to the first sender accordingly, she sent back kisses. And to the second I have also replied, but in sarcastic tone and that silenced the exchange. Then we had someones belated birthday party in the ofice, and people were having fun and were being mildly mean. People around me are changing jobs, ending contracts, having babies, being in love, getting back to single-land, not returning calls. Some have even died. On my way back home I saw the aftermath of a car mini-motorcycle accident, adding to the awkwardness of the day. Watching Prison Break did not help. I miss my baby. With him I can more easily ignore all this crap that is not quite making any sense.

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Dream interpreter welcome


Who can tell me what does it mean when you are dreaming you are buying a lot of gold jewelry? For the record, I am a silver/steel jewelry person.